Lessons learnt in 2011

1)Once we lose trust, relationship is impossible. We can compromise it, and stick around for the ride but the truth is, once trust is gone, love can't flow.So pls dunt lose that,because tho u cant hear it break,it really hurts alot.

2)I didnt spend enough time with my close friends and that was entirely my fault.In 2012,Im gona fix this and spend more time with them:)..

3)My responsibilty is towards my family and bringing things back to normal,so this year Im gona go all out and achieve my goals in Score A.Im not gona take my foot of the pedal.

4)If you have the mindset and the strongest of heart,you can accomplish anything:)

Part 3-Reality hurts..

Life was going good up until June..trust is something we all value in our lives and we all have certain people in it we wud trust against anything..sadly you saw fit to break that..from the most unexpected person.The effect of it took me a while to bounce back from and never in my life had I felt so alone,and abandoned..and it really hurt..at tat time if it wasnt for my friends..i dunt know how i wud have pull through but I did thanks to them:)..What happen was something I shud have seen coming I guess..but it still gave no reason for it to happen but nonetheless u cant change the past.Admist all this hurt and pain,I focused on my work and with the support of my loved ones I achieved the milestone that had prove elusive for me up till that point in Score A.I became a Top Income Earner in September:)..and gt the award at Diwali Nite:)



It was the happiest feeling because my parents were there and I know how much it meant to them,and it meant alot to see their faces there:)..and I was happy that instead of crumbling down,I managed to channel everything to a positive vibe and achieved this!..of this is only the beginning and I hope with the blessings of those around me there will be more nights such as this:)..



Life was alrite at that point but there was still this hollow feeling and something was just not right..thats when Natasha invited me to Tash's 21st party and when I was there I realised theres no point sitting down and thinking bout the past.Live life to the fullest:)..


And thats wat I did after that as I just went about doing things as usual and following the flow:)..i did miss you but the hurt was greater..and it spurred me on and was a reminder to what was at stake and I didnt want to lose it..as much as it hurts,locking it up away inside ur heart is the only choice I had..and life after that was just simple and fun:)..




Then in late October one conversation changed things..remorse can be hurting too and everyone in makes mistakes..Forgive I can,but forget is almost impossible.Nevertheless if things are meant to be then it will happen,if not then well least there will be no regrets.As such life rolled on from there and things at home started getting a lil worse..but as a family we did out best and managed to pull out of it and now 2011 is nearing an end alredi..and it has been a really hard year for me this year but the lessons were worth it and im gona make 2012 the best year possible.Of course not without the support of those who matter most:)..bye bye 2011 and welcome 2012:)..

Part 2-Sky is the limit

We continue back in May:)..my favourite month of the year always!:)..this time Im turning 20 years old,gone are the teen years as adulthood approaches.But lets just rewind a lil bit back,the last few months of being a teenager certainly had its fair share of drama and fun:)

After New Years,
I was off the blocks early in Score A and wasted no time in building back my network and overall it was a success and I got into my stride pretty fast:)..in the midst of my work tho,thinks started to get a bit pressurisin as I started to learn the up and downs of bussiness.Before I knew it tho,Valentines Day had come around:)..This year was gona be special because I actually had a Valentine to spend it with..haha!:)..

So as ever ready,Natasha helped me out to pick the gifts to buy for Chandima and trust me it wasnt easy as we went from Bangsar Shopping Centre to Sunway Pyramid!Haha..the best part was Chandima didnt even knew I was getting her anything:)..eventually after i gt the gifts,I met up with Nilesha to pass the gifts and she helped decorate them up!:P..and she went and hid it at different places at their home:)

That night,she came back pretty late and I called her up to wish her,she probably that was the best she was gona get but I remember when I told her to go to each hiding place and recover the gifts,her screams and delight made my day:)..tat was wat it was all about..showing ur special someone how much u love them:)..and it was just so sweet!U can check out this link to check out the gifts and read her version of the events at the early hours of the 14th of February 2011:)

http://candybloggergirl.blogspot.com/2011/02/you-are-best-i-ever-had.html


After that time flew by and work just took its toll on me and sadly i cudnt spend time with many of my friends but i always made sure I had time for those closest to me eventho I know sumtimes it wasnt enough..but im glad they understood me:)...but we still squeezed in moments
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March 31st was our 1st year anniversary and after being with someone that long,all you have is love and trust:)..and my only wish was that there would be more anniversaries to come:)..

May came around at last and 20 was the number of the month!This year was a pretty low key birthday tho,but nevertheless all the messages and calls i received just made my day:)..and bussiness wise it turned out to be a challenging month tho..as sales dipped even further..after flying high for a while the drop down was hard but it definitely woke me up..I strived to work harder and that was exactly wat I did.Not without sacrifices tho..The pressure at work got to me and the only thing keeping me sane was my gf and friends..without them I would have probably crumble..but i managed to bring myself up again and brought my back to a stable state.Everything else beside bussiness was perfect..or so it seemed..if only I had realised it sooner..but what was about to come,changed my outlook on things in life forever..

Part 1-The Beginning

2011 started off with as much enthuasism and confidence than I've had in all the years before!Never had I had so much optimism so far for the year ahead!This was largely due to the reason that I welcomed the New Year with all the people I hold so closely to my heart:)..The best New Year I had in my life:)..I had my best friend there,my best mate there,my pet sister and of coz I had my girl there with me:)..what more cud I have asked for:)..




That was a night full with fun and excitement,and wih a lil bit of mayhem made it near perfect!haha..Natasha,Sharmilia,Isabell,Aswin,Sanjay,Nilesha,Nandini,Tharma,Thevin and Ajay!hope I didnt miss anyone out!:)..Thanks for a wonderful night(I know its a year late!HAHA:p)..
Of coz not to forget the one person that I had most look forward to ushering the New Year in:)..


The girlfriend:)..
Once the nite was over,I only had 2 resolutions this year..To become a successful bussinessman and to spend time with my loved ones and share more memorable moments with them:)..
What happen next??to be continued..;)..

2011

Reality can hit you hard;)..to be continued..

Shattered glass

Put the effort,dunt leave me hanging.Make me feel appreciated cause it hurts when im just another person.Lies after lies leaves me chasing after winds,and falling flat on my face.Emotionally im drained,the battles are lost even before it starts.Trust we must build again as only u can.For at times you make me seem so small.Fragile and weak i am now.Not worth your thought.A shattered glass I am.Never the same will I be.Yet this is a beginning.To what may come.Listen to your heart.For in there you will find me.And to your question you will find the answer.Seconds flow by.Like a plane in the sky.You and me??Even the sky cries ocassionally.Its tears as pure as pearls.For it knows wat we not.I can only hope it washes away the past.Beautify the present.Purify the future.Is love still in us they ask.Laughter in my eyes as I say,if this is nt love,then wat is?..Love is beautiful at its best,and painful at its worst.The only time you can truly hate someone so much and yet love the same person as much.Me and you??The spark is as bright as ever,just nt visible to ur eyes but felt by the heart.Listen.

Hey mates!=D

HEY HEY!!!Gosh its been ages!!!dunt even know whether anyone follows tis blog anymore..=P...oh well...all of a sudden i have a sudden mood to blog again..heh..=)

Life has been a real eye opener this year for me..i got myself involve in network marketing...started out in January and from that day on everything change in me..i mean..i know most guys and friends my age will be enjoying every second of their life now coz they know they will never get this back..but i made a decision to sacrifice all tis just for a lil while so that i can enjoy for a lifetime..=)..and so far it has proven worth while friends..=D

I've lost touch with many of my friends,i know..but i've kept the ones closest to my heart around me..you know who u are..=)..been through alot this last few months and with added responsibility been forced to grow up pretty quickly and go tru a lot of things u wudnt expect a guy my age to do..haha..but hey i love it..every minute of it..=)..Score A has changed my life and showed that u can earn while doin something u love..TALKING..haha!!!=)..sadly many of my friends chose not to join me..=(..pity..but hey everyone has their opinions..i know most people must be wondering where i've dissapeared to..lol..been busy helping change peoples life..nothing like seeing the tears of joy in a moms face..and people making it big..knowing u contributed to that moment..its great..=)..thanks to all those who've supported me thus far..=)

So this year its been pretty much business and nothing else..but ya know..there has to be that one lil spark that keeps u going..=)..i always told ma frens and knew deep down my heart that when i finally find that right person,i can accomplish anything in this world..because i wud have that person by my side..and my girl has certainly proved it..=)..I love her so much!and she keeps me going on tough days..and whenever i hear her voice all my trouble just seems to go away...=)..and you know everytime i see her..she just seems more beautiful..=)..


So what else can i say?Earning a gud income..driving an awesome car(waitin for it to arrive by end of the month..;)..)..and having the best girl in the whole wide world in my arms!=)..I love 2010..I love YOU..=)

Till the next time friends..adios!=)